Eleanor is now one month old so here is a video update of how she’s getting on and also me one month postpartum.

It has been an amazing, beautiful, emotional and stressful month. It hasn’t been easy but we have a wonderful baby girl to show for it. I will do a whole post and video on our breastfeeding journey as that has caused a lot of the low points in the last month. I had so many warnings about not setting my heart on a birth plan as it may go all wrong, but no one mentioned that breastfeeding could be so soul destroying. But more on that to come. And don’t get me wrong, breastfeeding my baby girl is still one of my favourite parts of the day.